April 2011
Apr 28th
smoking
smoking.  it can be seen as a very bad thing, a dirty habit which should never be started, everyone knows of the long lasting health problems it causes as we are now constantly bombard with them. i take another view to smoking, as a smoker i find in smoking something that i cant find in any other aspect of my life, relaxation. i have a moment to think things over, to be by myself or with my...
Apr 27th
love
when i think of the world, in times of horrific distruction, i think of the arrivals of all airports all over the world. they are filled with love. people greeting family and friends, it isnt filled with hate.  when 9/11 hit, the phone calls were all filled with love, in the moment when the world was torn apart by anger. when you met someone, what are you going to be willing to do for...
Apr 26th
pursuit of happiness
no, in this post i’m not going to be talking about the film, even though it is an amazing film and will smith is a great actor. This is a journey we all go on, we all are searching for happiness whether it is material items, a household, things that make us ‘happy’.  i question this term, how can you be truly happy and if you are, would you know it before you loose it. recently...
Apr 26th
when is the right time.....
when you have something on your mind that you want or need to tell someone, we all wait for the right moment. what are we looking for that allows us to be able to tell someone this important information? most of the time, there is no right time, its not going to hand itself to us, we have to make it ourself.  i have something that i need to tell people, i know for certain that there will be no...
Apr 26th
“It’s all downhill from here <3”
Apr 26th
acceptance
This is a topic that i wish i was better at, i have finally come to terms with who i am. I don’t care anymore what people think of me, if they don’t like me for being true to myself then they shouldn’t be apart of my life.  the people closest to me, will be there for me, will help me through this.  I’m worried though, the stares, the rumours, cant let them get to me, i...
Apr 26th
Explaining
I was told that it would be a good idea for me to keep a diary, somewhere to write everything, I decided to use this. I felt that there was no point me just writing things down, that does no use, what will happen to the information? It will just get lost and start to gather dust. I didn’t want that, if there is a chance that anyone reads this, and they can learn from my mistakes then I will...
Apr 26th
History. Its always with you, ur baggage people call it. Everyone has it. The different way that people deal or live with their past is what seperates us as individuals. The question I ask, is what happens to the people who can’t cope. Is there hope ? Is there light at the end of the tunnel ?
Apr 26th
tumblrbot asked: WHAT IS YOUR EARLIEST HUMAN MEMORY?
Apr 26th
“Open your eyes, look within. Are you satisfied with the life you’re...”
– Bob marley
Apr 25th
This is my first post on tumblr, there is no way to even to begin to say what’s going on in my head right now. In a world that’s in fast motion almost 100% of the time, I seem lost, mindlessly wondering towards … Well… Nothing at the moment. With no aim, comes no motivation and with no motivation, comes nothing. A viscous cycle I seem to be caught in
Apr 25th
Apr 25th